i hope i will get wat i want futurely......

stil waiting for dat new laptop.... can't deal with this one anymore.... im getting a new one pretty soon.

i have so many vague memories of my past.... most are inconcrete.... but they are real...... becuz i know they haappened.... idk if someday ill be able to reconstruct these memories..... but u know, one day at a time!

i feel good about my favorite.... i know it sounds kinda weird... but....

when making a movie, u don't need to try dat hard.... just write wat feels natural.... not saying dat im gunna make movies, becuz im a youtuber.... i make videos for now.... but its my childhood dream so its still around my head from time to time.... its like, my second plan after youtube....

ive been neglecting my meds for some time.... but honestly, i cant..... i might possibly get even worse without them.... dats why im back at them..... i feel much better with them.... and its not gunna be forever anyway..... just for awhile.....

ive been watching lots of stuff in the net......

gunna make more stuff for my channel soon.... so stay tuned! cuz im back.... back again....

Fight the system.

i rly need to watch my addiction to porn.... i can't be fapping all the time :P